Im back!

Well................ i had a break from blogging for so long and i was like..'well i miss blogging.. its like my place to complain n sprout out all my probs..!!' so.. duh.. i miss it.. so i finally decide to come back n restart my dead blog.. lol.. it might nt be as fancy as others but well its gonna be just all about me and my experiences..

10 TOP TO DO LIST!!
1.)reply email to MICHELLE NG (sorry i haven replied after two weeks)
2.)send my Korean address to dad.. waiting for my card=)!!
study study study!! i dunno why but just not in the right state of mind to study.. who would wanna study after coming back from jeju isle... i wonder~
3.)finish maths homework n study it..(damn hard.. it make MR ANG maths seems like peanuts.. i think i grew few white hairs cos of it..)
4.)Talk to PUI n NORMAN.. whenever they chat with me its really at the wrong time.. gosh.. why am i so busy??
5.) start an account book to know where my money is flying away.. in fact it flies faster than f-16!!
6.) send back presents to family =P
7.)arrange my papers to files.. i been wanting to do that for two weeks.. but whenever i wanna do them.. i just feel so powerless.. haih! can someone help me?? =P
8.) start snapping more pics!!
9.) pray more often!! Lord, you're my life!!
10.) control my talking as i realize that my words have hurt many people.. why i have such a smelly mouth.. guess im too emotional and direct when i talk..) maybe i should just keep quiet... n don bla out all i want.. what the hell is wrong with me??

Anyways that's all for today.. got to get back to studying.. gonna post pics after exams.. so see u!

MOOD: a little sad!
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THIS BLOG IS HEREBY REOPENED!

after a near absence from blogging for a year.. im officially back n ready to blog... so keep coming!

New posts will be coming in soon... please wait!

crap!

having big physics test tomorrow! oh no! Projectile motion is killing me... why can't we just leave that alone! crap crap! its one of my greatest fear together with korean. oh no...! i just wish i can get through with at least a 90+. if not i can just kiss my physics cgpa points good bye!

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Nostalgia is striking again... wow.. i keep on asking myself what am i doing here? What do i have to prove to myself?

My life now is so weird.. On a Saturday night I'm not out on a date.. not out doing anything.. but instead at a friend's place preparing for my FSE presentation on Tuesday.. an I'm drawing koala bears like crazy!can u just imaging me presenting how to make koala bear bookmarks! lol.. Walter and koala bears don make a good match! nono...! but i still have to do it! uuhhhh.....

the only bright side is I'm going home in five days..! i can't wait to see everyone... ty, ah ma, Minzhi... Norman.. maybe tiff too... but the most important person is willis n my family...

well... i cant keep my eyes open anymore.. so see u guys n good night!

just for laughs. my koala!

what i'm doin here?

do dreams come true...?

When i was young i had a lot of dreams.. i dream of achieving a lot of things at a young age.. doing things that would leave a mark that mad me special.. yet i have not achieved this dreams at all. In fact i'm not even close to all of it... instead i'm doing something that i wouldn't expect myself to do or ever dreamt..

Being on a scholarship isn't easy... what seems perfect always have a dark side and well we all have to cope with it. Starting from a boring daily routine to the pressure that makes u wish that there were more than 24 hours a day.. The competition that makes u a pure SINGAPOREAN than being the so called kind spirit.

At times, you'll question yourself what are you doing here and why did i chose this road to walk and go through..

This road seems so bright yet there are so many unknown danger in your path.. Walking is step must be taken with preparation and facing the unexpected.. It also teaches u have to deal with heartbreaks.. of losing out to people..

When i was young i wish i could be someone important in something or somewhere. But know when i have the chance, i hope i can perform. Jobs and posts finds me like i'm like an important person yet i'm not even convinced by myself whether i'm able do it or not.. But i won't give up but i promise to try my best.

This few months have been a roller coaster ride and now i'm going to sing Chris Daughtry's Home soon..
can't wait to go home.. see u on 15.8.08

Update in 2 months!

Sorry for not updating for a lonie longie longie period.. u know la.. so busy rite now... time passes so damn fast.. n walt has already stayed in kl for almost two months! all no!

Rite now im currently studying in INTEC, UITM.. which is the International Education Centre. Its like an airport where u can meet ppl formall over the world.. starting from Germans, Russians, English, Koreans and co....

So i gotta run now.. lunchtime is running out.. gotta kick some ass n finish my work.. miss ya all!

Disappointed..

ok.. i owes thought getting a scholarship is avery proud thing to do.. which enables u to don't depend on ur parents and u get to support ur own education without needing ur parent's money..

rite now as u read my shoutbox..
ther's some person complaining bout me sleepong with the invigilators.. and stuff like that..

im just gonna say it one last time.. stop the lamest girl in GRSS thing okay? no one is lame and its all over.. its a joke who is played for too long and ppl are misunderstanding..

whatever it is.. i din know why i got the jpa scholarship.. and i definitely did not sleep with anybody at all to get the scholarship.. maybe i do not deserve it but come on... please be sporting..

enoug of all the bad talk n stuff la.. its tiring to hear and read. so plz stop it. thank you..

coming back to kuching

two days ago i blogged that i was goin to kl to further my studies.. n rite nw im sitting in LCCT waitin to ctach my flight back to kuching..

And instead of being in starbucks im now in coffeebean.. lol..

I jus wated around RM 3000 for tar n my return tickets.. haih.. but its better than letting JPA go.. i reali nvr expected myself to get it.. and i count myself fortunate..

to people who have got it.. i would like to wish u congrats n best of all... don't waste the government's money and don't come back.. that is very irresponsible.. and its gives others a less chance to recieve such a golden chance and opportunity..

To my friends who din get it.. don fret or feel sad.. many of u deserve it but guess not everyones is so lucky.. I know that despite this minor setback... u gotta keep faith and push down on ur dreams and don't give up.. nvr at all.. cause chnaces come and go.. but what reali carries u is ur determination and most important is ur faith..

i pray that all of u will find the best road for urself and make a good use of our lives... contribute to the community, country and the world.. everyone of us make a difference.. small or big..

so nvr forget! and don't give up..!

a whole new world is awaiting me in kl.. and indeed i don't know whats gonna happen. am i going to prosper? or im gonna be wishing that im still home sweet home.. ( home actually don't sound so sweet)

rite now im in starbucks waiting for my flight..

im leaving on a jet plane..
i dunno when i'll be back again..

this is a part of a song sang by John Denver.. lol remembered that after he recorded this song he went on a flight and it crashed and he died.. i better not continue singing it.. haha.. manthau airasia wanna charge for safety belts so i don have one.. but safety belts don't reali help i think.. even with ur seatbelts.. when ur plane crashes u'll die too.. doesn't mean it can save u rite?

im jus so bored here.. waiting for my dad to arrive at the airport to join me.. we both goin together.. and after that he's leaving on a trip to somewhere.. and i'll be left alone in tar..

too bad... when i went to starbucks toda din saw the pretty starbucks girl.. dang! maybe she's workin on a later shift.. haha.. maybe i should fly back more often!

anyways gotta run.. flight at 9.20 now is already 9 but dad still nt here.
see ya!